Nature Feels 

Mesmerized by these purple splattered skies 

Remembering all the special highs and goodbyes 

Overlooking us are the clouds scattered in the sky 

Watching their reflections float by in your eyes 

In that moment

All I wanted was to be 

How I wanted you to feel

Like the harmony when the sky meets 

The sea 

I feel the essence of your universe 

I see you when I close my eyes 

Something so beautiful 

How could anyone ever possibly despise 

To wallow in your enigmatic magnificence 

To appreciate the amalgamation of the colours of your soul 

Digging deeper into the depths of your colourful unknown

Your flaws are what make you imperfectly quintessential 

Every flaw adds to your existential potential 

To love all of you is my true intention  

Like the wind blowing the trees in one direction 

Captivating my being with such ease 

Like the leaves do stems on the trees in the breeze 

Flowers blooming in the loam of your mind 

Sowing seeds of beauty which you then planted in mine 

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Beautifully Intriguing 

Crowded mind

Hazy thoughts 

Dilated eyes 

Smoky skies  

Memories made 

People fade 

Battles of the heart lost 

Wars with the mind won

A new page turned 

Another chapter begun 

Friendships survived

Through good and bad times 

All a part of the journey called life

So short but yet so long 

Where God guides 

I try my best to abide

The path always appears 

So many times I’ve been spared 

Down on my knees 

I begged Him please

He picked me up 

Told me to stand on my own two feet 

Though I may trip

I will never fall 

Constantly on the rise 

Even when my back is against the wall 

Breakthroughs orchestrated by the universe

Always arrive 

Right in the nick of time 

He reminds me He’s always looking out 

Always holding me down 

The light shines through from within 

Even though sometimes it might dim 

In the darkness 

I’ll always find me 

My light will always guide me to where I need to be 

There is a reason for everything 

The reason being we don’t always see it

Life’s intricate unpredictability 

Makes the unfolding beautifully intriguing 

Fiending Feelings 

Endure so much in silence 

The idea of sharing what I feel lost all its vibrance 

Don’t wanna fuck the vibe up

Anxiety gone right up 

On rapid, my mind is stuck 

Been wondering if it’s just a bout of bad luck 

Not so sure if I’m really happy anymore 

Or if I even care at all 

The moments clock by 

And I’m not sure how or why 

Days go by, then weeks 

Now it’s 2017 

Slowly trying to reconnect 

Just one more attempt 

I couldn’t possibly relay this feeling 

I can barely allow myself to feel it 

Suppressed so much for so long 

I no longer know which ones are right or wrong 

All I can do is never retreat 

After all

How can I retreat from me 

With the dawn 

Another chance has spawned 

The rising of the moon 

Letting me know a new beginning is coming soon 

Regardless of the pain I feel

I’ll never stop giving and receiving 

My love will out live me 

Long after I’ve completed this journey 

One thing I’ve found 

Is that my heart knows no bounds 

It’s resilience has made my spirit strong 

Even though the road can be so long 

As long as my soul can withhold 

All the things that are about to unfold 

Letting Go 

You’ve been so strong for so long 

It seems easier to just not feel 

But you know that’s a big lie 

Because somehow, someway 

The pain starts to build 

Wherever you tried to bury it 

And like an unsettled soul 

It resurfaces from the grave 

But not in its previous form

No, it’s more haunting 

My soul crippled by the festering pains 

I’ve  managed to keep hidden so low below 

Sealed with my signature smile

But sooner or later 

That smile begins to fade into the abyss

As I fall deeper and deeper into my darkness 

I’ve been here many times before 

But each time feels like the first time 

Each pain feels unidentifiable 

Each tear represents every act of neglect 

I did myself 

I rediscover 

I have to hold on to let it go 

Cryptic Vividity 

Leave it all in the air 

It’ll be gone when the smoke clears 

Standing, feet firmly planted into the ground 

His spirit surrounds 

That’s the way I’m gonna die 

Rather than kneeling with my neck to the sky 

Stand for something 

Or end up falling for anything 

Speak from your heart 

But first let it filter through your mind 

Words are said in but a second 

But once they come out it lingers for a lifetime 

Be aware of the impact you have on people

Take time to notice how you treat yourself 

Aim to be a light in other’s lives

Don’t make it harder for them to live with themselves 

My energy creates its own synergy

I react to the greatness that is in me 

Lived many lives in many places

Now in this time I exist in this space 

Fractured thoughts 

Used as lessons 

I speak of things 

Not of this time procession 

Meditation could help refreshen 

The lives I’ve lived before this time progression 

Come back to me in the form of dreams and deja vu 

So incredibly vivid I just know It’s true 

I’m not easily shaken in my convictions 

And when they’re shattered 

I’m still left with the splinters 

I’m still discovering more about me

But I already know my heart 

And I know my destiny 

It’s to be as great as I say I will be 

Daily Word Prompt: Dare to be Daring 

Wear what the fuck you want to wear

Don’t let anyone tell you how to wear your beautifully curled hair 

All that is you 

Is who are are 

You can’t possibly be for everyone 

Once you stay true to yourself 

Half the battle you’ve already won 

Dare to be daring 

Push yourself to the brink 

Challenge the constraints of your comfort zone

On your talents spend time to hone 

Keep daring yourself to not care what they might say

Keep doing what you’re meant to do 

Even it means getting those clueless stares 

Those who matter will appreciate you

Just be patient 

Great things take time 

The manifestations of the mind 

Along with the help of the divine 

Your dreams will slowly unwind 

Sometimes you have to be willing to colour outside the line 

Don’t worry you’ll be just fine. 

Daring

The Power of Words 

Unsaid words 

Morph into unpleasant actions 

The ones said 

Receive unfavourable reactions 

Great care should be taken 

With words 

What feelings we awaken 

Sticks and stones break bones 

But words

Words penetrate the soul 

They should be enriching to the mind 

Used only for healing and growth 

If it’s not nice 

Say nothing 

If it inspires

Say it once

Say it twice 

So much power in spoken word 

So much understanding when it’s written 

Strength for the weak 

Vulnerability for the strong 

Coming from a particular someone 

They turn you on 

Providing a blue print for all things 

Somewhat of a labyrinth 

Speak joy into people’s souls 

With words

Speak your way into my heart 

With your actions, stay 

Love me with your words 

And show me 

Show me how you feel 

Words and actions go hand in hand 

Make them add up. 

Daily Word Prompt: Stumped, But Can’t Be Stopped

Knowing where you’re going but not quite sure about how to get there. Knowing not where to start or how. But just knowing. Stuck in some kind of rut, waiting for some phenomena to propel me to a place of certainty. I feel like I’m so behind, because there’s so much to do in this life. 

I pray for direction, focus and perseverance. The keys to the fruition of my day and night dreams. I feel fear, so I know my dreams are big enough. Doubt is also present but it’ll keep me on my toes. It will allow room for improvement as I grow.I also ask for the right auras in my presence. Ones who share similar visions. Ones whose dreams are as vivid. Creative minds alike, destined for greatness. Ones who will help me discover my full potential. Stump