Endure so much in silence
The idea of sharing what I feel lost all its vibrance
Don’t wanna fuck the vibe up
Anxiety gone right up
On rapid, my mind is stuck
Been wondering if it’s just a bout of bad luck
Not so sure if I’m really happy anymore
Or if I even care at all
The moments clock by
And I’m not sure how or why
Days go by, then weeks
Now it’s 2017
Slowly trying to reconnect
Just one more attempt
I couldn’t possibly relay this feeling
I can barely allow myself to feel it
Suppressed so much for so long
I no longer know which ones are right or wrong
All I can do is never retreat
After all
How can I retreat from me
With the dawn
Another chance has spawned
The rising of the moon
Letting me know a new beginning is coming soon
Regardless of the pain I feel
I’ll never stop giving and receiving
My love will out live me
Long after I’ve completed this journey
One thing I’ve found
Is that my heart knows no bounds
It’s resilience has made my spirit strong
Even though the road can be so long
As long as my soul can withhold
All the things that are about to unfold
